sigh. everythings changing.. changing into something i dont recgonise.. into another world.. maybe i dont even know who am i now.. hai..

aniway.. cat.. if u read this.. sorri for not meetin u to collect the cert on sat.. sorri sorri..

was sleepy.. but cant realli get to slp..

he booked out le i think. smsed him but he din reply me.

so went to dye hair on friday noon after doctor.. went home first. slack awhile. before headin to bedok... meet up wif eunice at her house there. bring diesal down. den walk to 85. brin him back. fed him. den went back to 85 again. go gan mummy there dye hair. plus abit highlight.

eunice went off halfway. so finished everything at 6+.. went home. meet up wif hx to take some pic of tpy. brought a top. shared wif her cox 2 for 16.. haha. den went home.

someone told me smth.. or rather ask me smth. and speaks the ans.. dot.

went down to home.. siang paid for me the cab fare. haha.. den me him and willy loh. drink abit. was sleepi and tired. sigh.

den went home. online till 10+am before i get to bed to slp. slp till 3+ wake up.. den siang is nice to buy me wantan mian frm joo chiat. haha.. and two packet somemore. one got chilli one no chilli.. diao. so took the food le. jiu go back home.

was still sleepy.. but din go to slp.. was tokin wif eunice and weihao on the phone.. den around 7+ siang came. went to hougang. waited for him awhile. den went to find george. so he drove to serangoon to eat. the xiang gu ba chor mee. lol. different kind.. eat le.. went back to geroge house downstair. den he go off le.. den we went to singapore pools buy soccer.. germany.. and i lost la! -.-" cox draw.. dot.. den later went down to home again.. wait for his frens.. hmm.. had been goin there for the second day.. but today no table.. friday night leh! got soccer.. so went to the pool there watch loh. the indian ciger sux. diao.

din finish watchin the match. and my passport is wif someone. damn fucked up. dun even wanna reply me. knn.. so cannot go jb..

den went to joo chiat there drink something. and decided to go euncie hse find her. since she doin her alice programme.

so she went down to find us. den later she went up brin diesel down. haha. den later tok and tok. den she go up take lap top. den me and siang go ta bao food frm 85.. after eatin.. was 4am. so was kindof tired. so went home..

goin to 6am.. not a sms back frm him. still say wanna c me after u bk out. haha. nice joke. dunno wad is he doin now too.. hmm.. mayb sleepin? hmm.. dunno.. dun even to bother to sms me when u bk out also. but its ok la.. i dun think u treat me as ur gf now. so u dun have to tell me..

this thoughts had been wonderin around my mine this two days. how bastard can a guy be.. u will never ever knoe. cox even if u got the evidence. they also wun admit. they will jux find some excuses to cover it. tokin bout it makes me feel sad for her too. sigh.

mayb it would be much much much better iff guys dont exist in this world! they make life difficult for gers, making them hurt, lying to gers is their profession, kenna find out still wun admit and find excuse somemore.hey.. come on.. get a life man... wads the use of being such a guy. u knoe how to say him. but u? dun even knoe how to reflect on urself.!

u can play but knoe ur limits.